Jesus said in this world you will have trouble, and this is the one thing in life you cannot avoid, things will go wrong if you are called by God to do what He has called you to do, how you handle the rejection the hatred the gossip, will determine your destiny.
The Son of God when through all of what we going through and never allowed what people said or did against Him to make him bitter, He never give himself to people, but was committed to His Godgiven purpose, the Bible says for the joy set before Him, He endured the cross.
I can hear the Spirit of the Lord saying yes you’ve been through much, and yes you’ve been mistreated by others, but don’t allow the past to stand in your present and rob you of your future, so whatever was done against you in your past, you have to leave behind, and don’t become a product of your past, that’s why many cannot move on, and even tho life would present answers to your prayers, you cannot receive them, because of bitterness.
God want you to forgive those that hurt you, because it’s time for your breakthrough, stop holding on to the pain of your past and allow the Lord to heal you. Hurting people hurt people, how do you know that you bitter, when you have nothing good to say about that person.